It's not that I don't care... I reassure myself by believing that whatever happens, happens. Chaos crashing with chaos, creating something new, expanding... Changing. Everything is in a constant state of motion, I am too. I often forget that I am different from who I used to be, right now I'm someone else from who I was a year ago, and far more strange than who I was 10 years prior. Even if the people that knew me back then, were to meet me today without any context of the time in between would not recognize the stranger I would be to them now. 

Regardless I am happy with who I am becoming and will continue to do so, as I look back and realize how far I've come and stare at the faces of who I was.